Victim of the Self (Deathgrind)

by Spinach Lady

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1.	Dysmorphic Rectifier 01:53	lyrics	download
"DYSMORPHIC RECTIFIER" All is gone but the will for procreation Even though I am lacking needed tools Exercise fragile body till it suits him Kill myself for a thousand mindless views Hang myself just for the creeps I fought for my life Almost lost it to a fucking mirror and a liar He's a fucking liar Don't let live his evil No, no Die Repurpose believers, extinguish my fever Prejudice will falter, wicked world I alter Whore My hands won't tremble
2.	The Captivity of Luci Scribbles 03:49	lyrics	download
"THE CAPTIVITY OF LUCI SCRIBBLES" Paw my medicine like a cat Submit attestations that Unrealize claims by me to be sane It's a loving emotion Tie my hands real tight behind my back and Don't bring food, tell them I've gone away and "Have no fear," snuff out my life and fill the Void in me Ask yourself, "am I so ready for a Broken toy?" you've got to make another Commitment, but this time not so much a Fucking chore All around the milling wheel Every time you need to feel Swinging from your puppet strings I'll be your little squirming thing None unturned, each way to break me down Make me burn, the things that I deplore I want out, I cannot find the way I am yours, my god All around the heart attack Sleeping pills, I'm on my back Eyes dilated, mouth agape Subject to my every rape I wake up, clothes taken I know not where I am New bruises, broken bones Nerves are in overload My mind's in confusion All my dreams are living hell I try to crawl away in a daze Killed
3.	Deconstruction of the Soul 03:02	lyrics	download
"DECONSTRUCTION OF THE SOUL" Suicide, my death on wings awaits a height to carry me down to sleep Tears of pain and regret Excerpts from the ancients Sideways clenching my knife Expect hell awaiting Close my eyes and whisper Shake my head, denial In the name of scribbles, abject all Cast down impurities, lift me up If the weak should fall, tape their feet to the floor If I should fall, tape my feet to the floor Take my vision Break my spirit Termination Guide my knife along the pattern Deep vibrations Throat is melting Pull me apart Dispose of me as a rotting corpse The chromatic binding of light to the psyche Has fallen apart into nothing The spectacle spiral to damnation Was a figment of imagination Illusions of heroes are fading away in the light My life is desconstructed to its core principles of pleasure and pain I am nothing but an animal
4.	Victim 03:28	lyrics	download
"VICTIM" Myself victimized, wishing for a good death I rise, cut my arms, before even out of bed You'll do the same Left, right, entertaining specters out from hell Up, down, educating neurons how to feel Inside, boiling fever quelled off with hot iron Outside, steaming flesh is peeled off to satisfaction Now you'll find the only time Ever out of your own mind Comes in doubt from a syringe Losing sight, you start to wince and fall Every day is the same I cannot live in this house I cannot breathe this air I couldn't walk away I couldn't see anything Everything is dark I cannot hold your hand I couldn't see your face Help me In the dark, I can see Hell Hide your face when you're near me It speaks, folds, fears It creaks, slumps, drips She hears, cries, slips It looks, sees, screams Hide your face, hush your voice Close your eyes, keep so still No one will hear until Red must spill, unclean kill I can't wake up Trapped in my head Fucked And no one will help me Unbind, you'll find Its eyes inside Sockets unturned Fried nerves, skin burned Victim of
5.	Sphincter Game 01:26	lyrics	download
"SPHINCTER GAME" A turn for sadism Dark thoughts manifest in action Dark forums, intentions De-stressing destructive gore Rip 'em Bleed Don't tempt me with a good time Spinach Lady rules I'll join in with the clubbing My turn Fist 'em Chew on this, motherfucker
6.	Principal Compulsion to Copulate 03:06	lyrics	download
"PRINCIPLE COMPULSION TO COPULATE" copulate.aup3 Breed When thin girls are laid before me, all I want to do is plant my seed And when tall men are at hand I want to lie and ride and bend Fuck Me I cannot shake the feeling that I need to reproduce Hormone levels changing but compulsion hides the truth Swap from girls to guys however to the same inclined Copulation beckoning the mundane to sublime Force myself upon them while they grind up on my butt Flavor of the week, I smell real good in lots of nut Copulation binds the inner spirit to a place A place of satisfaction with a wet rag on my face Never shake the feeling that I need you in my life Need a man with muscles and a sharp and jagged knife Copulate inside of me with ever-spunking glee Fill my ever-gaping, loving anal cavity Breed Whore moans like a whining puppy in heat Hormones feed my inner need to take meat Foursomes, dogs and necrophiles delight me Rough sex Welcome to Egypt, mother bitch Belâdi, belâdi, belâdi Lake ħobbi wa-fuâdi Maṣr jâ ‘omme l-belâd ‘Ânte gâjti wal-morâd Breed Sweet treats like a whining puppy in heat Fluff child wandered into my lap, so sweet Cooked her, ate her golden brown and juicy Ayo what the fuck, man? This song is supposed to be about sex You got it twisted, brother Blood Egyptcore is so good I need more Breed Principle compulsion to copulate
7.	Potestas Excelsior (Instrumental) 02:49		download
8.	Spinachization 02:35	lyrics	download
"SPINACHIZATION" Hey, what the fuck is going on? This shit ain't right, man I'm tryna live my life But shit's fucked Yeah I think I got bad RNG Hold up, reroll time I'm gonna reroll my stats Put some points into breedability The spinach leaf is a sign of supple femininity and a perky ass The origins of Spinach Lady decreed that it was time for a change So as her I will be You didn't seriously think I've been happy this whole time, did you? I'm only happy when I'm dead and buried under dirt Cute Consider this a spinach victory Ah, fuck off Stupid fucking faggot His only dream is to be called a woman, attention-seeking manwhore Fag boy You like my impression? I bought it for 18 years and a broken mind 2008 Myspace bio energy Small dick vibes You like my slap bass? The B goes away if you ask nicely See? I don't beg for money
9.	Free Food 03:14	lyrics	download
"FREE FOOD" Expert exploitation Body-farming pipe dream Greedy eye dilation Shaking hands and smiling Sexy teen abduction Gather country's lowlives Victims of obsession Poured upon their master Making up reasons for local reports Dismissal with a grinning nod Sexploitative operation Would-be workers, modern slaves Entertainment for the strong Great maltreatment of a massive underground sexual entrapment Secret market information hidden deep beneath the lies Fast desisting, unresisting, unassisted, unattested Unaccounted for, robbed of voice Each one to Be slaughtered When breaking Their rules Reprisal of ancient oppression Wielding flying iron in the face of opposition I challenge all to put a stop to evil No instincts All beaten To nothing In time Involvement of outside forces Bringing nothing new because of constant bribery I challenge the country to have a spine They are nothing but Free food, free food, free food, free food Free food, free food, free food, free food Violence Play with your food Violence Eat up while it's hot
10.	Violation of the Ancients 02:53	lyrics	download
"VIOLATION OF ANCIENTS" Skeletal find, death divine Exhumation titilation Broken bones from treading men All will sleep in the end The living take what the dead have left Surface survey assesses death Osteology, archaeology Shadow of life seen through magnetometry Separated scattered bones are Drawing out the field of space Desuper iudicamentum Ocius quam prius venit Ira unius deitatis Numquam videre potueris Void sleep Deepest sleep of ages in the breath of Satan's wind We are pushed aside as dust as we do fade out in the end Drilling holes in heads, guided by the word of gods Desperate, we explain the dreams we knew and saw We are nothing special We will be forgotten We decline in slumber All is but a dream
11.	Femme Fatale 03:09	lyrics	download
"FEMME FATALE" Leather girls with tall black boots Girls who like to chew and shoot Girls who kill with looks and nails Slaying all with no passion Quiet girls with RBFs Scary girls with BARs Blood-drooling coitus trap Caught in the web of the black widow Lesbonymphomaniac fucker Cruel hand guides the knife to flesh Sexy mistress clad in lace Holding my face Lesbian love story fuckfest CBT backdrop, scissoring pleasure Slicing pigs open with nails Killing non-Sapphic shits Back arch Femme fatale, lean and tall Femme fatale, kill 'em all No Mercy Mercy, please Spare me, mistress Please, no Lady, please Oh, god I told you not to do that to me again I'm sorry but it really hurts I'll be your girlfriend But you have to treat me nice Just tell me before you do it next time And I'll kiss you, kiss your feet Like we used to It just really hurts right now But I'll keep trying You know I will, 'cause I love you You're sweet to me when you wanna be What are you... what are you doing? But I...
12.	Disillusion Dissolution 03:23	lyrics	download
"DISILLUSION DISSOLUTION" Welcome to the end of Torturing your ear drums Take this music with you Enter to the grave You can eat my insides Chew right through my wires Mangle living tissue Bones impale from inside It's almost like it's all a game Fucking with my mind It was always just a game All within my mind I don't know you I want to go home What you knew all along The sickening truth Hell Victim of the self I fooled my life away Death was always the answer I was always gone No, no I won't live I will not live Disillusion

about

Very bleak, very moshable deathgrind album about kidnapping, depravity, death, and dark fantasies.

EQUIPMENT USED:
Jackson JS32T King V Rhythm and lead
Squier Affinity Stratocaster Leads with tremolo arm
Ibanez GSRM20TR Bass
Fender Mustang LT25 Crushing budget tones
Fifine K668 Howling and crying
Realtek HD Sound Card Processing the gore
MT Power Drumkit 2 Hellish Hammering
Linux Multimedia Studio (LMMS) Powering the Hammers
Audacity Crafting the Grind

The next album will feature Addictive Drums 2 and a biscuit tin snare.

credits

released January 5, 2023

Everything by Luci Scribbles, a.k.a. The Spinach Lady

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about

Spinach Lady Gurdon, Arkansas

My name is Luci (sometimes Josie), and this is my solo project. It's multi-genre, but my specialty is goregrind and death metal.

Main influences are Cannibal Corpse, Megadeth, Carcass, Skinless, Goatwhore, Yes, Metallica, Judas Priest, and Venom.

Jackson JS32T
Squier Strat
Ibanez Gio Bass
Fender Mustang LT-25
Audacity ... more